I'm the new one here. I have never ever wrote any post on the blog! I'm looking for a place where I can be myself and can write any tought that occured in my mind. First of all, I would like to loose weight. That is the main motiv of the creation of this blog. I need to have any place to write what is wrong with me and what is good. I hope I won't bored you.
I live in Notown - let's say. I'm unemployed. Since I have finished my work as a teacher (a month ago) I do nothing. I stay home all day and don't have time to do dinner, to make bed, or to do the laundry. Awful! I don't recongise myself. Few years ago I weighted 15 kg less andcould do thousands of things at a day. Nowadays, it's not even half of my motivation. I just sit, eat and gain eiht all the time.
Nobody even tries to say sth nice to me, they all tell me that i'm fat, even my fiance. He loves me, but he says (in a nice way) that I'm much fatter than before.
I don't know what to do, but I have to motivate myself and do sth with my life - find a new job, lose weight, and descpline myself when it comse to my MA thesis.
See you soon.
